I am trying so hard not to put all my eggs in one basket so to speak but its hard when one opportunity sounds so exciting. You know the one you can picture yourself doing. The life you can picture yourself living. Trevor has some opportunities on the proverbial table, he interviewed for a good job last week and will hear one way or another this week. He also has another opportunity that he is thinking about/ talking to someone about (this is the one that I have been putting my eggs in the basket for). I know I should not do this because if that's not it, I am setting myself up for disappointment. But I guess God would have better plans if thats not it.
Do you ever feel like everything that happened up until this moment is pointing you into a certain direction, that recent events was God leading you down a certain path but once you get to the beginning of the that long hallway God seemed to stop opening doors, or at least he is waiting to open them. Thats where we are right now. It was scary some of the things that happened that lead us to pursue the avenues in which we are pursuing, things we would have never pursued before. By scary I mean only God could have been involved, thats the only explanation for it. But after all those things happened, it seems we are at a stand still waiting for something to happen again. We are a little lost and left to wonder why all those things happened. I've been praying for weeks about it and we are still left waiting. God is teaching us patience thats for sure....sometimes it seems that that is all he teaches us....but maybe we haven't learned yet. Pray that God would open a door in the next couple of weeks. Pray that we can re-settle in life with a new beginning. Pray that I will remember these things:
1. God has provided so far and I know he always will.
2. Trevor will find employment and when my job ends in the next couple of months God has a plan for me too
3. Whatever He is planning will be the best! What I picture right now for my life doesn't matter because I am not in control. (It is so hard for me to let go and let God)
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him ~Romans 8:28
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